at night and in my bed thinking of my full circles and halves of halves nots.. and what-may-bes.. i jus wanted good company and a place to chill away from the chaos.. but i walked right into another heartracing moment.. the thing most ppl dont get is im all emotion.. i turn on. turn off. turn up. turn down. figure out my switches and you may jus very well have found the key.. but so far im not willing to b unlocked so easily.. and yea may b you dont even want that power.. and this i will understand.. still i hover under a stealth uneek radar getting really really close to that edge.. i think thats the part that excites me.. the thrill of being niave but proving to myself im not. even tho i wish i cud be once again.. time outlines my fears from fancy and my naive nature disappears.. anyway here i go with my complexities hahaa.. i really jus wanted a moment to chill and jus be still.. but it got complex.. instead lol.. someone told me mercury is going into retrograde and be careful.. but i dont even know which way retrograde is from where i am now.. and when did i ever care about mercury? hahahaa.. im gonna close my eyes dream of the chilled out moment i longed for and call it... done... wednesday is done..
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